Sunday, November 29, 2009

Walking on a desert with no roads..

The sun disappeared into the horizon after performing its duty for the day... But I was lost and amazed at the new sun I was seeing today... Yes! that's you! That was the day I first saw you... Even though it was years back, I still have the memories of that day like it was yesterday... You were there staring at me at the window of your house which was under construction then... You appeared to be an angel staring at me wearing that orange shalwar... At the first glance at you, you stole my heart... The way that you smiled at me cannot be compared to anything in this world. Even now, if i think about that smile, I get goosebumps. It was so magical...

After days of watching each other, I met you and we talked... but that was just temporary... I couldn't do anything for you...

In this short life of mine, I met many girls other than you... Beautiful girls too. We met and we talked... We had great times together... But from all those faces, you are the only face that never left my mind...You are the only face I ever want to see... Your voice is the only voice I want to hear... Today I can feel what really is true love... It has been a long time since we met, but still my heart is the same for you as the first day we met first...

Even though this is true love, this journey doesn't have a destination... It's like sailing on a rough sea which I dont know the depth of it... It's like walking on a desert with no roads... So now there is no other choice then burying my "True Love"...

Pic taken from deviantart and Edited by me...

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

You are still my Dream Girl...

I am really sorry to break our friendship.. I did that for you as well as for me.. You r always special and will be forever.. Now i know that i really love you.. But i didn't want to get in between your prince and you.. I know you love him a lot.. Even though your life is not happy with him n your life is a big mess with him..

I talked to u on your request.. But I listened you cause i wanted to.. I wanted to know how your life was and all about you.. When i knew abt you and your life with your prince, i was really sad.. I cried, i asked my friends for a solution for your life.. I think about your life a lot.. There wont be a day I never think about you and your life after i knew about it.

But later you couldn't give me a chance for me to know about you.. You closed all the doors.. I know that was not your fault neither it was mine.. It should be that way..

The more the days pass by without hearing your voice, without getting an email, without getting any sms, I tried to think about you more... You won't even realise how much i love you and i didn't want to tell you.. I only wanted you to be happy with the one you love.. So thinking about all my close friends' advices, i thought i was not doing the right thing..

But still you r my dream girl... N i'm really Sorry n wish you all the best.. Hope one day your prince will think about you and make you happy or you will find some other way to live a happy life with a prince... Wish you all the best...

After a long long time i thought to update my blog on some peoples requests...

Pic taken from deviantart and Edited by me...

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

For a very Special Friend of Mine...

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Today I got a mail from someone very special.. I didn't have any communication with her for more than 2 months... I was really happy and excited that I heard from her today... But my excitement started fading away as I kept reading the mail... When I was done reading, my eyes were in tears, coz she wrote about the life she is living now...

Hey dear, remember this, if you need any help from me, as long as my heart beats, I will try my best... I will do anything for you... When ever you are sad, remember that i'm hear for you... I'm here to help you out... But for the present situation I cant do anything other than giving some advice... So don't worry about that... Think and think whats best for you... And take an action... Your decidion should be whats best for you... Just for once, stop thinking about others. You also have some rights. Your life is only on your hand...What ever your decision is, it will shape your future, either for good or for bad!...
Pic taken from deviantart

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

A Journey To A New World...


public class MyNewWorld
{
       public static void main(String args[])
       {
       System.out.println("I was really nervous today");
       System.out.println("Coz i didnt know what She would tell");
       System.out.println("And how she would react");
       System.out.println("Last time she didnt accept my proposal");
       System.out.println("But luckly she accepted today");
       System.out.println("So all I have to say is...");
       System.out.println("Thank you DARLING :D");
       System.out.println("Its the begining for my success");
       System.out.println("I have to do a lot and");
       System.out.println("I have to think a lot too");
       System.out.println("And this time,");
       System.out.println("I wont give any chance for any viruses");
       System.out.println("To infect my dreams");
       System.out.println("Instead I will always use the best anti-virus");
       System.out.println("Insha allah");
       System.out.println("I wont give up anything this time");
       System.out.println("And I will fight every obstacle that comes my way");
       System.out.println("No one can break my strength");
       System.out.println("I have the faith in Allah");
       System.out.println("This time I will reach high for my dreams..");
       System.out.println("And I will end my journey with joy and success..");
       System.out.println("Inshaa Allah");
       }
}
Pic taken from deviantart

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Flash back of 2008



Here goes my first post for 2009... So I'm gonna have a flash back of 2008...

When the year started I was having a girlfriend... She was in Malaysia for her higher studies... She went there on 3rd or 4th of January 2008.. I cant remember the exact date... After she left I met her twice through MSN... I didn't have her contact no... On 19th of january she replied to a mail which I sent her... Click here to see what was in the mail...

February 06th I took a decision on her... Click here to get more details...

February 23rd was the day it turned to one year after my Grandma passed away...

20th of April I had an ear surgery done at EYE & ENT Golden Key Hospital.. Click here to read my previous post about it...

June 1st or 2nd again I started a relationship with the girl who broke up with me on January 2008... I forgave her and she did that too... She was on her vacation in Maldives... After 5 Months we were really happily talking as usual again... Made lots of promises and had dreams together... I was really happy again...

Almost after 1 and half months she went back to Malaysia... That was in July 2008... Again it seemed as if the history repeated itself... I couldn't contact her... and this time she sent me a msg saying she doesn't want to be with me and she wants to be with her ex-boy friend who is also Studying in Malaysia...

The same month, following a heart break, i had a coincidence which made my heart full of joy. I met this girl who I always wanted to talk… I met her on chat... We had a good time chatting and when i told her i was goin to fly to Maldives, She invited me for a coffee. I accepted her invitation coz i wanted to meet her really badly...

August 20th I flew back to Maldives for my holidays.. and I met my dream girl.. She told me everything about her life.. we were talking as friend.. But I was sure that inside my heart there was something else… more than frindship.. But she has a prince.. At that time he was not with her.. So she talked to me a lot.. But later I tried to keep some distance with her.. Even she did that too… And now we don't have any conncetion again. As usual.. I guess maybe her princes is with her now... If she thought I am a friend why cant she talk to me now??? Still im in the confusion..

September 16th i flew back to Sri Lanka...

October 8th was a remarkable day as it was the first time in the history of Maldives a multi party election was held and the first time we got the chance to vote for the president of our choice... The one I voted got the second highest number of votes and the voting went for a second round...

October 28th was the day the second election was held... This time also i went to vote for the person who brought a big twist to the history of the Maldives... I came home after voting and waited at home for the results...

October 29th was the day my heart shattered in joy to see the results of the votes... The one I voted got more than 52% of votes and got to be the 4th president to end the dictatorship which lasted for 30 years in Maldives... This presidential election was the first time ever I voted...

After October I had a good time as a new house mate arrived... We went out very often those days until end of November when our house started to get crowded from my best friends family members and my family who came to Sri Lanka during the School Holidays...

In brief, 2008 was a year i had to face so many difficulties, sadness and lots of hard time... But yet, I learnt from the worst and survived for the best...

The year ended with a moral: Dont fall into girls too easily and dont be so positive about them... Be negative and expect for the worst as well... All that glitters is not gold ;)...